If I have you I didn’t care if I had no one.
But I don’t have you and I still didn’t care if I had no one. That’s how you mean to me. That’s not how I mean to you. I never thought that this was one-sided. I know you don’t know I was hurt and I dare not tell you. So I’m suffering quietly in our room, thinking how I should face you tomorrow. I waited for half a year to see you but suddenly I don’t want you to see me anymore because you’ll realize that I’m in pain and it was over something so trivial. But to me it’s not. You were always my first priority and I thought I was your first, too.
How can you do that to me?
I helped you for months. I only asked for one thing, but you were always selfish.
I really can’t trust people anymore. Not even my most important person.